| yayy its finally the end of the week. ive been waiting for this day for so long! no la actually ive only been waiting since mon. but it feels like a damn long long time! cant believe its only been two weeks in vj. ok im done. im ready to go back cj now. oh man. i wish! i'll give anything to go back to first three months! anything! i dont just wanna go back to cj. i want to go back to e exact time and place where we had so much fun. and i want exactly the same pple and everything. i want the first two months to continue forever! haha. wishful thinking. if only if only if only. i know i know. i shld get off my butt and move on like everybody else has! but i still cant help missing the first two months and wishing we were back there. back then. i cant imagine two years living this meaningless existence. i dont just live for my notes you know. theres so much more to life than school. what am i going to be like after two years of this life! i dont even wanna think about it. someone get me outta here! and theres no one for me to talk to too! like really really talk. and like really really do things together?and like really really plan stuff to do together? and like really really have fun together? i miss all e cj pple who were so much fun! mitzi! eunice! cheryls! ahh can u all come over to vj! it'll be damn super fun if we cld all go to sch everyday tgt! i used to look forward to school. i used to want to go to school and not be happy when its fri! aww its all gone and it'll never come back. haiz. okok. i really gotta stop making myself sad. i'll be back. i promise. anyway cj pple, gotta keep in touch! |
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